argh

I am sitting here in Shane's jumper. It smells like him. Soothing.

I have yet to miss Shane, he has been gone for about a week now, and we wont meet for the next 10weeks.

argh but just now, i walked pats his door, which i have been foing a million times since he left. but just now, that one time. made me sad. donno why...

i want my retard!

anyway, on a more exciting note, i am going to sexpo. Just like what it's name suggests, it's a sex expo. a big, awesome one. This Saturday. I cant wait!

Yes, i will take pics

wtf

wtf is wrong with the world? all these stupid glossy magazines: Cosmo, Cleo, Marie Claire;
they ask girls to embrace their body and love it no matter what: fat, acne, too thin, abnormally tall, slightly short, greasy hair, stretch marks, Chorny. But then they go and put a perfectly airbrushed photo of some chick on the cover. They need to practice what they preach. If they are so concerned about some chick not feeling good about herself, they should put some less than perfect woman on the cover instead. OK yes, Britney was on the December Cosmo cover, and we all know she is milleniums from being anywhere close to perfect. But my oh my-her skin, her body...airbrushed so much.

While on one side i pity/admire the airbrusher who managed to make Britney 'i am dumb' Spears look like that,(imagine how long they must have worked on her) it's not right.

Shakespeare stands corrected. Gone where the days when beauty was in the eye of the beholder, now the beauty is in the eye of the airbrusher.

Why this is awesome! it's like i care about issues again. Risen from my laziness..

o my

o my i forgot i even had a blog. how very unlikely, especially now that it's SWOTHOLS and i am looking for any means to procrastinate.

MY tummy hurts, again. and my knee is doing that weird thing that hurts fatally when you try and straighten my leg. Yes, i groan in pain every time i straighten my leg. Did i even mention my jaw yet?

So...Obama won. *yawns, but not very wide because jaw hurts(yes, i cringe in pain when i yawn)*

Also, Shane is no longer the unpossesable priced piece that he was. Recent circumstances have made him very much available to me next year, and that very much less sexy and appealing. *sigh*

He should never have told me the news. Albeit being happy, i have lost that rebellious, animal attraction i had for him. He is just 'another guy' now, not my forbidden fruit.

owh...dont get me wrong, I am very fond of him...and praise the lord for not denying my access to him.

Thanks guy upstairs, gald to see that you did, infact listen to my prayers? Maybe you do exist?

things i miss and cant wait to get back to.

You know what i miss so much about home? Yes yes, food, sunshine etc. But i just realised i miss rain so much. Malaysian rain, now THAT's rain. unlike the disgrace that makes guest appearances here every once in a while. People are complaining that Melbourne is such a rainy city. MY FOOT.

The rain here is so sparse and little, it's such a disgrace. sissy rain. Stupid Melbournians can learn a lesson or two from out Malaysian rain. I miss those hot,humid days that you feel like jumping out of your skin, but then suddenly, just when you are about to hit the bed, rain pours down, tearing the sky, instantly decreasing the temperature and putting you to sleep. I miss the rainy days when you can stand out and get soaked through and dance around in the rain.

Rain here is such a shame,it shouldnt even be called rain. it's not even the same standard with our drizzles, let alone rain. You'd get wetter if you stand under a cow and wait for it to pee than standing under the Melbourne rain.

pfft.

Damn i cant wait to go home, and eat nice steaming piping hot curry me while it pours...