Edward C

gah! i wish when i get to bed tonight, i wake up 1 month later.
the hype about Twilight and Robert Pattinson, is frankly, absurd.

I understand that some teeny boopers are hopelessly, unconditionally, irrevocably in love with the Twilight series. Which is, as sad it is to admit; understandable.

But someone please tell me, in which kind of world does Robert Pattinson looks at all attractive? SERIOUSLY?!

not to be mean or anything, but he looks like a 11000 tonne lorry ran over his face. His face is just so flat! ArGH! and here was Stephanie Meyer describing Edward Cullen like he was a sex god who dropped from above into Vampireland. Robert Pattinson probably fell into Gnomeland.

If it werent for his oh so sexy and irresistible English accent, i would declare my hatred towards him and declare war onto all Robert Pattinson lovers.

Argh. I mean. what a shame. what a shame. Am i the only person in the whole entire world who finds him completely unattractive? Well, minus his bank account and English accent and that crooked smile of his, of course.

maybe there is something i am missing. is he a nice person? is he an UN goodwill ambassador?

WHY GOD WHY? I am starting to basolutely loathe the bloody internet. Cant i get even one surfing session without coming across Robert Pattinson/Edward Cullen?!

Edward Cullen is sucking my bloody dry. While i know there are approximately 3billion minus 1 people in the world dying for that to happen, i would rather die, literally than hear his name again.

ouch

Is it just me or does everybody's head feel like exploding after they have cried?

I am particularly hurt today because:

1. i had a shitty and tiring day of travelling
2. Ned (Trixxie) went to a party. So he isnt online tonight, leaving me NO medium to channel my uhm..complicated feelings to.
3. The waterworks dont work with mom and dad anymore. Albeit being their least fave child( no, really. it's true) i used to always be able to play with their guilt by opening the floodgates. Sadly, it doesnt work any more. NOT EVEN WITH DAD! (*gasp*)they just ignore me when i cry, and tell me i cry way too much and need professional help.
4. my neck hurts. so i am just as physically hurt as i am emotionally.

ah bliss!

Shane is back from New Caledonia! I just talked to him on the phone! Made my day! Made my week!

Sometimes i think i have the best boyfriend in the world.

=D

i hate it all. i hate my life. i hate home. i hate this bloody country. i hate my remaining days here. i hate my course. i dont know why i chose it. i hate my future job. i hate people's expactations. i hate everything. i want to drown in my sorrows along with a bottle of poison.

i just hate everything. i just hate everything.